senyum.. tak perlu kata apa2... bhahahaha...

 tajuk xbole blah.. wakakakakaa....

 

i met someone today.. someone with the cutest smile ever... i haven't seen a smile like that for a long time... kadang2.. ade sesetengah orang.. bile asek senyum2.. nampak macam pervert.. tapi not him... walaupon he can't seems to stop smiling.. xnampak macam gatal pon..comel lagi ade.. it was really cute.. hahahha... 

 (not this little cute boy..sekadar gambar hiasan)

as for me, walaupon perot asek protes je dari tadi sebab banyak sangat makan ketika beraye.. tapi.. muke ceria habis.. aku plak yang tak bole stop smiling... berjangkit pulak... hahahha... thanx patemoi.. i had a great time today.. it was really fun..(walaupon langsong x kenal tuan rumahnye..)

(sume buruk.. bwu adil.. hahaha)

p/s: danial bawak kete macam orang dikejar hantu.. scary.. kecot2 prot aku..

yours trully,

shepah..

(^^,)"

QUOTE OF THE DAY..

The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing... not healing, not curing... that is a friend who cares..

p/s: to my friends...

love,

shepah..

(^^,)"

sick masochistic me..

once, i promised myself that i will never shed a tears because of you.. and i didn't... but now.. i just can't help it... it hurts.. i loved you.. and the fact that its over between us, doesn't mean that i can turn it off just like that..

i never thought that you can still hurt me like this....  it's been years.. but i can never get over you..  i thought i don't love you anymore.. but then, why does it hurts so bad when i saw you with someone else... i don't want you... i don't need you to hurt me... i've done quite a good job doing it myself.. 

haih... stupid me.. believe me.. i'm completely aware of that.. but i just can't get rid of you.. you're always there.. even if you're not.. one day,  i hope i can find someone who will completely erase you from my system... 

my love life sucks!! but thankfully.. my life isn't as bad... i have a beautiful family and friends to keep me sane... and i love them for that... as for you... do whatever you want with her... just try not to rub it on my  face.. 

yours trully,

shepah..

(T_T)"

what have i done... huh...

i really shouldn't have done that... 

huh... 

sorry..

you are my friend.. 

i never think of us that way

but, i can never tell u that.. 

because you're so nice to me..

now, i feel so bad...

and i hate myself..

haih... shepah.. ape ko nie...

perhatian kepada pemilik nama: IZATTY NURUL AMIRA BINTI SUHAIMI...

this entry is fully dedicated to my best friend Izatty Nurul Amira binti Suhaimi 

who just turned 20 recently..

izatty, thanx 4 being the coollest friend anyone could ever ask for.. i love you so damn much because u listen to me when others don't..  care for me when others just simply couldn't care less.. stay with me when others walked away.. and accepting me the way i am when others can't.. i can never thank u enough for putting up with all my stupid craps... thanx for willingly listen to me rambling and whining about life on the phone for hours in the middle of the night without complaining and actually sounds convincingly excited.. 

(i know i am extremely annoying)...

thanx for watching Transformers with me when i know that u really wanted to watch Harry Potter.. (see.. how selfish i am?) 

but still.. she loves me.. i know...

and you know what is the collest thing about izatty? 

SHE KNOWS EVERYTHING!!  

(font merah menunjukkan betape seriusnye saye)

like seriously people...if i'm in Who Wants To Be A Millionaire she is the one i'm going to call with that lifeline..because she reads a lot.. she is the one who told me about every new events that happen in konoha.. hehehe.. she's a naruto freak! like the other day.. when we were watching Transformer.. seeing all those cars being blown up..

i'm like.." gile.. brape banyak kete michael bay letopkan la gaknye ek??" and just instantly, dengan muke selambe jawab..."lime ratus tige puluh due..(532).."and i'm like..."huhhh??"  but i'm not surprised... like i said, she knows everything.. hahaha..

 the other things that i love about her is that she never asked anything that i dont want to answer.. extremely understanding.. sangat understanding.. sampai bole paham ape yang aku cube cakap walaupon ayat aku serabot nak mamp... and so you know.. she is a very emotional girl.. if you dont know her.. you may think that i'm kidding.. but she cry easily.. just bukak cite hindustan dpn dye.. kompem.. meleleh2 bhai~~...xpyh hindustan la.. tgk sasuke pon boleh nangis... (T_T)"... 

hahaha...  and that is my izatty! love her the way she is.. 

she is a VVIP in my BFF list..

last but not least.. happy birthday izatty.. i hope u enjoyed every second of your amazing life. and just keep being yourself.. Please take a good care of yourself in UUM later.. If anything.. anthing ever happen or there is anything that you need.. let me know.. i'll do the best that i can to help... u deserved a happy vibrant life.. you belong in the world that is filled with joy... thanx for everything.... biu2... always have.. and always will... 

모든 주셔서 감사합니다 .. 당신이 사랑하는 누나!

same phone.. cool huh?

with love,

shepah

(^^,)"

confuse is my middle name...

i'm a little bit confused.. 

well, very confused actually..

 do i love  you? 

or just love the idea of loving you?

p/s: i hate my heart!

quote of the day..

Envy is the art of counting the other fellow's blessings instead of your own...