Pain

People didn't see...  People didn't know.. im in pain... my heart aches... i cried myself to sleep every night... i put up a brave face... every morning.. deal with whatever that is given to me.. endure what needs to be endure... but im in pain.. i seek for support..for a shoulder to cry on... but I didn't find any... they say that people you love.. is the people who will hurt you the most... its true... i tried to be the best that i can be.. as supportive as i can when it comes to being there for other people... but why is it that when it comes to me... the person that i seek comfort,love and support is the one who destroyed me.... who broke my heart... who caused me to cried myself to sleep every night. Why.. im in pain.. i thought i can handle it.. but i was wrong... I can't... it hurts too much... im falling to pieces... I've become someone else.. im not the person i used to be.. i fell hollow inside.. like there's nothing left.. im in pain..

Thank You

Birthday gf dye hrtu... 2may hrtu... tp dye yg paling excited... hehehe... comel btol..  dye excited sbb da plan mcm2.. sbb da fikir nk buat mcm2 utk gf dye... nak bg macam2... and lpas tu.. bile dah buat semua... gf dye xtaw nk ckp cane lg.. asek2 ckp thank you.. i love u.. thank you... i love u.. tp gf dye still rase xcukup jgak... mcm xbalance lg just ucapan thank you tu utk semua yg dye dpt hrtu... so, mlm tu, gfnye pon buat list... utk semua sbb ucapan thank you tu ... hehehe.. so, here it is..

thank you for the best day b...
Thank you for the efforts..
Thank you for thinking of me..
thank you for everything that u have done for me.. for us... for our relationship...
thank you sebab amek syg kt mc...
thank you sbb bwk syg mkn kt tempat favourite kite, black canyon..
thank you sbb hadiahkan syg handbag, thank you ajk syg g survey 'barang'... hehehe...
thank you belanje tudung...
thank you sbb nyanyikan happy birthday tepat pkol 12 mlm...
thank you sebab x mrh kne kejut mlm2 buta...
thank you sbb bwk syg g sarapan subuh2...
Thank you sbb bg syg drive kete b...
thank you bwk syg mkn kapten pisang...
thank you sebab belikan syg bunga cantik sgt2...
thank you sbb teman syg tgk wayang..
thank you sbb belikan syg kek...
thank you sbb belanja syg bday dinner...
thank you sbb belanja syg n zimah lunch sbb syg tumpang tido umah zimah mse kt sne...
thank you sbb belikan coklat tu...
thank you sbb bwk syg g beli telekung tu... thank you sbb bwk syg teman b pos kasut..
thank you sbb hntr syg naik bas balik..
And lastly,
THANK YOU.. for being YOU...

Thank you so much b.. for this amazing celebration... syg appreciate semua b buat utk syg... and sila gantung baju dalam hati sy selama lamanya ye...  😂😂😂 hihihihihi...   hehehe... i love u my sweet handsome romantic lovely sexy boyfriend.. Mmmmmmuuuaaaahhhhh...  😍😍😍
Happy birthday to me... 25 years on earth. .