membayar hutang..

hutang??

huhuhu..

mstila igt.. 1st of all... kne mintak maap sebab sgt amat lame x update... i've been busy... like seriously bz... sampai xnak ckp atau huraikan pon kebbz-an tersebut... malas!

ok.. selepas anda memaafkan saye.. barulah anda dibenarkan untuk membaca entry ini.. terima kasih... huhuhu...

ok.. back to december... oh... bkn2..itu dye...

saye...

back to may... huhuhu... may 2009 ke 2010 eh... lupe la..

*faktor usia.. huhuhu..

ok.. canie cte dye.. semase saye sedang bersedeyh selepas di dump oleh seorang makhluk allah which is very lucky to be alive...  (ye la.. ade ke.. da tinggalkan aku, brani2 tunjukkan mke kat planet bumi nie... ish2.. x syg nyawe btol... hahahahha...)

ok..mane tadi?? sdeyh... oh.. ok... kire tgh sdeyh gle nie taw... masih berkabung lagi.. then tetibe F bkn name sebenar tu muncul... kat mespes... peh... msetu.. mmg x rase pape... lupe segale kesukaan terhadap dye,, orang tgh sdeyh tu wey...wrong timing btol... pendekkan cerite yang sememangnye pendek tu... aku dgn dye salula ym... ym..ym... dan ym.... setelah beberape ratus kali ym.. dye ajk kapel...mule2 aku xnak.. sebab that time.. i'm still not over him.. tapi.. ble da lme2.. tgk dye macam sungguh2 sgt.. aku pon say yes jela.. walaupon aku taw.. i'm still not ready for anyone yet... tapi.. ble pkir blk... why not... i've been crying for so long.. mayb this time around.. it'll be better.. tapi...

dusta semata-mata... baik aku... or die pon still x bole concentrate on that relationship.. it just dont seems to work.. everything is just all over the place... clumsy, awkward.. but sometimes i had a very nice time... until one day.. she came and makes everything better for him... and salah aku jgak.. yang pegi baik sgt pg bagi dye jmpe ex dye sape soh... hahaha...padan mke... so, after a long time of suffering in silence... its all over.. xnakla cte cane..ekceli aku pon x taw sgt.. sebab mse tu da sgt malas nak amek taw...  sdeyh..dissapointed actually... but.. xpela.. it's just not meant to be.. xsampai sebulan pon.. hahaha.. ape je aku..

dan sampai sekarang.. aku sangat malas nak kapel... everyone that comes afterwards get the same answer.. i cant.. i have a lot of things in my mind right now... or.. i cant.. i'm not ready to move on.. or.. i cant.. i like the way things are right now... same old..same old... but the truth is.. i just cant.. x mampu... i dont think my heart can survive anymore of that love craps! aku x ckp aku xnak kapel lagi dah.. its just that.. nntila... when i'm strong enough.. or when i meet the guy who worth the risk of me dying from heartbroken.. hahaha..*pathetic..

ok.. dah? habes ea hutang tu.. jap g aku post lagi some stuff that happens in my life this past couple of months...

p/s: td bkak fb dy.. tgk dye tgh in a relationship dgn pompan len plak.. huh! dem...

with broken heart,

(T_T)"

shepah..