hati

hati nie bukan tentu... kadang-kadang kebal membatu... tapi kadang kadang serapuh tisu...

tapi hati nie bijak.. dapat merasa sesuatu yang xkena... dapat mengagak sesuatu yang tak sepatutnya... sebab tu kadang-kadang rase x sedap hati je.. taw2.. sumthing bad da jadi...

tapi hati nie satu je... separuh dah diberi kepada yang disayang... tinggal separuh.. itulah yang tinggal.. untuk dikebal dan dirapuhkan...

otak boleh menampung pelbagai jenis prasaan dan masalah... sebab dye ade berbilion-bilion sel... tapi hati tak sehebat itu...

tapi tak semua mengerti... hati nie sangat mudah disakiti... bile disakiti oleh org yang xbererti.. kebal membatu lah... tapi bile disakiti orang yg disayangi... hmmm....

mungkin terlalu selfish barangkali.. hanya memikirkan hati sendiri... barangkali hati yg lain turut bersedih... tapi.. tapi.. tapi... kenapa rasa bersendiri??

surat untuk abah

assalamualaikum abah..

i'm proud to be my father's daughter.. i am proud to have u as my father.. i love u dad... but there's a couple of things that i really wanted to tell you.. but i never did.. i hold my tongue.. cause i'm afraid it will came out wrong.. and i might upset you...

i've been living with the name u gave me since i was born..when i was little... i hate my name.. i dont like it.. cause my friends always teased me because of my name.. sepot.. sepah... kak pah.. karipap.. siput.. owhh.. u name it...i've had it all..  come on!! u should have been more creative dad... hahaha...

but now.. i realised.. how much that name means to me... its basically my whole life... i would have given everything that i have to have that name... to own the name that u gave me when i was born.. sharifah atiqa binti syed isa al-edros...  but people says... you can never fully appreciate what u have.. until you've lost it...

i love you dad... no matter what else change.. that hasn't.. i love you.. no matter what.. you are my father.. my only father... i'm sorry that i cant be the daughter u hoped for yet.. but i promise u.. if i had that chance... i'll do it.. i'll try my very best to be the best daughter.. the best sister and the best person that i can be...

love..
Syarifah Atiqa Syed Isa Al-Edros