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Saturday, December 18, 2010

cinta kura-kura shepah.....

ok... nak taw sumtin yg stupid x... yes... 

STUPID!!!!!

sape??

saye....

canie...

xtaw cane..the last three days...i've been dreaming about the same guy again and again... knp?
as i said la.. 

because...
 

huh.. name? mne bole cakap.. nnti dye taw aku suke dye lagi.. malu taw... eh.. wait2! bkn die bace blog aku pon kan? hah! xpew2.. to be save.. ape kate letak F(bkn name sebenar) hahahaa...

ok.. see.. F nie.. is actually someone important i my teenage years.. penyumbang yang sangat banyak terhadap kejayaan aku disekolah dulu.. sebab.. sebab nak tengok muke dye.. aku jadi sangat rajin nak pergi sekolah..hahaha.. sangat klise kan?? tp btol.. stiap kali pg skola.. kalau sampai macam biase dalam 7.10. msti akan jadi sangt excited.. sebab. slalu sangat kereta kenari merah.. akn berenti depan keta pkcik aku,... so, bile nampak kete je... peh... dye pnye teruje tu.. mmg x hengatla.. 

sangat bahagie... berbunge2 la hati aku sepanjang hari tersebut..  denagn hati yg berdebar-debar.. tggu F kuar dari kte... peh.. mmg best... mmg akan cepat2 kuar dari kete.. dan jalan laju2.. sebab nak jalan belakang die... hahaha..  *terok! best part is... sengaje jalan laju2.. sebab bile nak naik tangge gate tu.. msti nak kne jalan slow2... then bile dye tibe2 berenti... msti nak terlanggar... hahaha... tiap2 kali nak terlanggar.. mesti akan ckp..

"hish...!" 

dgn mke tak suke.. hhhaha.. *hipokrit... padahal suke gle...

nak sangat cakap...


bile naik form 4.. lagi kegedikkan didalam diri sangat membuak2 dan mendidih2... sebab dye jadi pengawas... so, bile perhimpunan.. semua student duduk. dan pengawas akan berdiri kat depan.. dan time2 begitulah dapat tgk muke dye dgn sangat jelas...haih.. lepas tu sebok bergosip dgn BFF tentang betape kiutnye dye hari tu... huhhhh......tapi.. ble naik form 5... dye da graduate.. da tak dew.. 

huh...tros tak semangat nak sekolah..
 and school became like a funeral.. boring..sad.. and dull.... *dramatik...tapi da lme lpas tu.. da terbiase.. da lupe da.. and dye.. telah hilang dibaya bayu....(wakkakaka...xbole bla...)


and 17months later.. he became my BF... wanna know how it happen?? next post.. too sleepy... kenot tahan anymore...hahahaha...

ok... 
nite fellas..


with love, <3
shepah..
(^^,)

Friday, December 10, 2010

dilemma tu ape?

I miss my old life.. when things are less complicated, less miserable… I miss the old me… the one who used to listen to BILA RINDU just for the sake of listening to Azan’s voice when he sings the chorus part.. 
now, I listen to BILA RINDU not just because of Azan’s voice.. but also because I really miss someone… I hate this version of me..the soft part of me.. it makes my feeling vulnerable. Easily broken.. and I really don’t want that to happen… I think I’m starting to like someone.. and it’s bad… because this isn’t really the time to fall in love.. this is the time for me to change everything.. my life, myself and my future.. but I can’t stop myself from thinking about him.. thinking about possibility, wonderful feeling that I might feel when we are together. It’s killing me.. wanting the only thing that I can’t have. Huh… hate this! I miss the 15 years old me…




sadness please go away...
(T_T)"
shepah 

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

oops!!!!!sorry.. x sengaja!


aku dah buat satu kesalahan yang BESAR!!!
serious BESAR!!!
(huruf besar menunjukkan betape seriesnye aku!!)
peh.. sumpah terase diri same level dgn PARIS HILTON..*tetibe.... huhuhu..
nak taw ape aku dah buat??
disebabkan terlalu malu dan terlalu panjang untuk diceritakan...
tapi... lagu yang akak aku nyanyi nie will explain anything...



Oops! I Did It Again...


Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah (2 x's)

I think I did it again
I made you believe we're more than just friends
Oh, baby
It might seem like a crush
But it doesn't mean that I'm serious
'Cause to lose all my senses
That is just so typically me
Oh, baby, baby

Oops!... I did it again
I played with your heart, got lost in the game
Oh, baby, baby
Oops!... You think I'm in love
That I'm sent from above
I'm not that innocent

You see my problem is this
I'm dreaming away
Wishing that heroes, they truly exist
I cry, watching the days
Can't you see I'm a fool in so many ways
But to lose all my senses
That is just so typically me
Baby, oh

Oops!... I did it again
I played with your heart, got lost in the game
Oh, baby, baby
Oops!... You think I'm in love
That I'm sent from above
I'm not that innocent

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah (2X)

"All aboard"
"Britney, before you go, there's something I want you to have"
"Oh, it's beautiful, but wait a minute, isn't this?..."
"Yeah, yes, it is"
"But I thought the old lady dropped it into the ocean in the end"
"Well, baby, I went down and got it for you"
"Oh, you shouldn't have"

Oops!... I did it again to your heart
Got lost in this game, oh, baby
Oops!... You think that I'm sent from above
I'm not that innocent

Oops!... I did it again
I played with your heart, got lost in the game
Oh, baby, baby
Oops!... You think I'm in love
That I'm sent from above
I'm not that innocent

Oops!... I did it again
I played with your heart, got lost in the game
Oh, baby, baby
Oops!... You think I'm in love
That I'm sent from above
I'm not that innocent

oopss!!!
huhuhuhu...(^^,)"

with love,
shepah..
(^^,)"